dixie to todd
friendship and show biz doesnt mix

i've had a hard day the pass few days
not because i worked a lot
i only did like 6 hours each night
i dont know what the reason is
but every night
i came home
cold
tired
nose dripping
i had the worst day yesterday night
i dont ever want that to happen ever again

cant you just leave me alone
out of your lies
out of this hurt
i'm tired

steamboat was a success!!!
sort of
we bought too much food though
haha
so kinda stuff ourselves a lot
hahaha
anyway
cs brenda azimah helped me with the shopping before steamboat
after that we went my place to clean up the stuff
haha
then PARTAE!!!
haha
i'll upload the visuals when i got it from the rest
i also dont know who has them
must go find
haha
found replacement for work today
i'm having fyp tomorrow morning
i so should go to bed soon.
hahahha

wow
i just mia-ed for 2 days
anyway i just totally slept on the couch yesterday night
it's like cold
i wonder why
anyway my calf hurts
haha
walk too much?
or maybe stand too much
anyway
worked yesterday
it was fun
been a while since i had this rush at work going on
sweet man
it was damn fun
although not the rush of the century
but it's still fun as a change
haha
anyway
went to watch fireworks on friday
it was fun
haha
tomorrow's steamboat
hopefully there are some visuals
then i'll upload it
but seriously
i cant wait for it
been craving for seoul garden but no one entertained me for that
thank goodness i have jia yan, brenda, azimah, char shao, xing yue, fiona and justine
love them all :)

yay!
i'm blogging from my bao bei laptop
i cancelled work in the morning yesterday
send my dad off
then went to kallang sector to collect my laptop
haha
i totally walk from aljunied to there and back
my bao bei is like practically brand new now
everything changed
wahahahha
all thanks to the power of waranty
anyway went to work yesterday
siew chin and jasmine last day with us down here at heeren
haha
got sabo-ed like crazy
internally and externally
XD
we made them wet with water
loads of them
haha
anyway i'm like having rashes in my left wrist from my watch la
getting very irritating
haha
working later
maybe i shouldnt wear watch

heiyo!
back
sorry i wasnt blogging much
no laptop
but good news is
i'm collecting my baby this afternoon
woohoo
i'll have a laptop once again
haha
anyway
i cancelled work today to send my dad off to work
so sun pian go collect my repaired laptop
working at night though
i saw zul at work yesterday
he went in coldside le
then brenda go up heeren 5th floor
so sad lor
no one to accompany me liao
nevermind
maybe we can still go work together
anyway
yesterday was kinda hectic
brenda emo and all

hmmm sometimes i wonder
am i really strong enough to be a pillar for people around me
knowing i'm the one who crumbles most of the time
this tower didnt seem like it was build to support
or maybe i'm a willow tree who goes with the wind

worked yesterday
anyway seems like all i ever do this holiday is work
and work
and work
seems nonsensical
i need a life
seriously
everyone seems to say i was emo yesterday during the start of work
which was kinda crap
i was hyper
atleast till 12 ish?
it's like whether i'm emo or not
people still say i am
it gets irritating at times
next week
same for me
the only break i have is on
well
today and tomorrow
and tuesday night
before my hectic schedule starts
it's like i planned it
but i wanna complain
oh well
i wouldnt if i had not had bad ending at work yesterday
and a horribly expected wake up today
oh well
what's done is done

i'm just waiting for the ripples to settle
to turn this back to an untouched surface
smile :)

heiyo!
i finally get to rest tonight
anyway
i went out early this morning
after bringing rasQ out for a walk
was working from 9
like wow!
haha
anyway
work was kinda boring
i nearly doze off like
MANY TIMES!!!
haha
maybe i'm just not used to it xD
anyway i'm home already
had dinner too
guess i'm gonna sleep early
say 10?
haha
oh yeah
i brought rasQ over to sengkang yesterday
cab there after i showered
she was like so scared of lukie at first la
so damn funnie lor
keep on hiding her ass and running either to me or to dawn
hahahha
now rasQ's cleaning herself
haha
i feel like gaming!!!

my lappie still no news yet!!! :(

quite a number of things happened recently
let's see
hmmm
dad got back last week
rasQ was overjoyed like wow!
haha
anyway
holidays started on wednesday, OFFICIALLY
but i didnt go on tuesday
because we had to go settle some stuff at ica
so since i got out of the house at 1 plus
i've been rushing and rushing
went to lavender to meet the rest and settle stuff
after that, rush off to get my laptop fixed
since the place was at kallang sector
quite near to lavender
cab there
i'm still waiting for the diagosis
today is the third day
heart racing
haha
after that i had to rush to the train station
since it's about to rain
anyway
i MUST say this!
RAIN TIME AT THE SOUTH/ WEST IS SCARY!!!
haha
anyway
went to work
then wednesday i had fyp
rush to school
after that was work
then today!
rasQ's outing
haha
brought her to dawn's
i hope both of them enjoyed the day :)
hahaha
blog more later
i need to sleep soon xD
anyway
after that work again for me
and here i am
haha
more updates next time

a new blog
a new life
a new me
a new contact list
more updates later
it's been a great day
great start
headache
but it's all but past :)