havent been blogging in awhile
turning my life around a little
atleast during the last weekends
which was quite a change for once
had the right meals
and the right sleep
turn out on friday was good
like it
saturday was good too
went www with junli, her cousins and yL
stayed over for chalet
mj came along too
we went to my favourite place to see stars
lovely stars
i miss it
seriously
sunday was all jumbled up
in terms of sleep
oh well
it's fine with me

i miss hogging the phone
i feel like a fool
thanks a lot

i caught a glimpse of your shadow today
maybe it's more then a glimpse
it's the type where i'm afraid
and i refuse to open pandora's box
ever again
not even if you ask and beg

i think at the end i'm still afraid of one thing
i dont want to be alone anymore
i need to learn to walk alone
in this lonely road

hmmm
spend the day recovering from yesterday's ubin trip
but i shall rewind
and blog from saturday onwards
i tried working on saturday
it turns out that the job i thought it was wasnt what i thought it was
and on top of that, it was what i didnt want to do at all
sales!
omg, no way!
so i left early
went to ny to wait for jasmine
headed down to the it fair
i so wanted to get an mp3
an external hard disc
another laptop
argh
so many things
no kah-ching to buy
anyway we had new york new york for dinner
after that went to the fountain to talk even more
haha
after that we took the train home
i totally zonked out in the train all the way home
i was so tired by the time i reach home
i just showered and sleep
i totally forgot to set my alarm
i nearly overslept on sunday if jasmine hadnt called
sunday the big day, ubin!!!
haha
took the bus to meet the ny crew at tampines
i wasnt the latest though i overslept
haha
ah boi, glenn, su, anna and sara was there
then came siew chin and jasmine
after that was sandy, yvonne, pauline, herrsong and his friend, brenda arrived
haha
the best thing was yvonne and the prank we did
haha
shall elaborate another day if not she'll kill me
haha
we met paul at changi village for lunch
headed in after that
and it started raining after out lunch
zZz
oh well
rain or shine, tsunami or not, we go, no plan B xD
anyway we went to the mountain bike park trail initially
it started raining
and we kinda made a temporary shelter by the lake
haha
smart arent we
after a while
finally realising that the rain wont end that fast
we decided to cycle in the rain
haha
and we did
laughing, laming, chatting all the way
haha
went over for seafood after we headed back
went to cycle the chek jawa trail after seafood
haha
nice view, nice walk, nice weather
haha
headed back to the jetty
yvonne had a little bike problem
so at the end we had a little switching and helping
after that, we quickly returned the bike
coz we had to take the last boat back
haha
oh well
all of us went home after that
haha
more photos to upload soon
most of them are with jasmine and anna
haha
gonna get them from fb (:
really hope you guys had fun
though i'm not a very good organizer ):

first day and i already overslept
worse of all
i had a nightmare
i dont know why you have to be in it
nor do i know why you had to make it a nightmare
nor do i know why you even bother to make an appearance in my life
i can seriously sit here and cry
damn it
i already called my manager
ans she let me start on monday
but i'm still stunned by your appearance
and it's my dream
so why even in my dream
you had to make it a nightmare
why?

argh
sometimes i just feeling migrating?
just freaking start a new life
at a foreign country
find new life
new strangers
making new friends
and basically just away from things that ruins my life
sounds good?
i need a break from it all
i'm starting something new on friday
wish me all the best for it
i wont break this like how i break everything else
i think
i hope
i wish
i'm going to bed now
blog more when i'm up