hmmm
better i guess
or rather just not thinking about issues
been working mid shifts for 2 days
and tuesday was night
tomorrow would be 3
but before that
i have to get to clarke quey to get some stuff done
working on saturday
so feel like just calling in sick
haha
lame
oh well
things to do
1) get stuff for monday
2) get stuff for next week
3) clean house
4) shower rasQ
5) celebrate birthday
1 and 3 and 4 hopefully can get it done on sunday
or maybe i wake up earlier tomorrow
have to leave house by 1140
omg
must wake up like 7?
haha
2 at most get next wed
hmmm

confusion.

headache.

i dont want to think.

i couldnt find a blog skin that i want
so i'm just going back to basic
the song would go by my mood
and believe me when i say my mood is down now
i really dont know what the hell are you doing
it's like i finally agree
and now you're cold to me
and it feels like shit
should i make it worse?
i'm the one sick
i dont know what's going on
you're making me feel awful
and it sucks
big time
since you dont want to reply me
then i guess we can forget about meeting up before i go off
maybe you'll cool down then
i tried my best to contact you
i texted and msn-ed since i cant talk
and no replies
nada
it's like you dont care
at all

urgh
i feel like i'm back during the weekends
of my heeren
kinda shag
but it was fun
full consecutive
night before first
night again later
guess this is what i can push till only third
third i already have something on
fourth is gone
while crashing the first two
i need to check up on Us
and fast
guess i have the time for awhile from tomorrow onwards


i would say the world would know soon
if some people wont shut
when that happens
believe me
i'll blow my top

so feel like changing blog skin
but so lazy
and no time of course
shhh
hahaha
i finally made what i used to
atleast for last month
considering now is like april
kinda sad that my third home closed down
no more work there
so sad
CHA finally called
and i got my first assignment
got to think about unis already
considering today is the first day of may already
argh
think think think
zZz
nevermind
gotta crash in soon
need to wake up for work later
so i'm just gonna make it short
on what i really wanted to say
for the first time in a long while
i started admiting who my best friend is again