finally back to blogging.
too bad i didnt get any visuals to support this.
anywaywe had a sabo fest for paul yesterday
or rather this morning.
and he played dirty!
he knew he was gonna get it already.
the best was
after i close the cashier around 140?
me, sandy, pauline and su went to the washroom
when we got back,
i went to coldside and noticed paul trying to escape through the coldside window.
-.-
tried to stop him but he had helped
anyway screamed to everyone
and the chase began
haha
i totally dont know where they went
after that, when i went back to ny with su
everyone was already there
haha
prepared water and all
loads of it that is.
and paul started with coke!!!
what the hell right???
i got it!!!
after that the big guns all came out
from chilli to milk to coffee to chocolate to mango to whip
omg right!!!
i had coke, milk, chilli, detergent and whip on me!!!
imagine whip in my hair!!!
OMG!!!
pauline had coffee xD
sandy had milk
su had coke and milk and chocolate
glenn had parmesan and milk
von had water only i think
michelle and galvin had honey
hahahahhahahahah
paul had everything
when i got home, i totally had 2 showers
to make sure i was clean
and i had my sleep at 5
-.-
loves!

whatever!
happy now!

i will learn to be a dummy.
it fits everyone.
i'll harden myself to people
till they really want to know me.
even after i though i've found people in which i can talk to,
one buy one, they leave.
after i tried letting people in,
one by one, we stop messaging or communicating.
one by one, people get busy with their lives.
like i'm just a small speck of dust in their lives.
back to square one.
again.
i wish i was a dummy.
no feelings.
no thinking.
perfect.

zoee has no mood to blog

i dont know what's going on
i dont know why it's happening
i'm taking in everything on my own
and i'm not giving out anything
i'm speechless

i'm stoning
i'm letting time fly by
since i woke up till now
2 hours flew by in a blink on an eye
it's like time flew by and i couldnt be bothered
even sitting down watching tv
you can still feel time flying by
but for me
i didnt notice it was 330 till now
ironic
maybe i'm the one who doesnt know what to do with future
i'm the one who is physically there
but mentally lost
or maybe graduation is just getting to me
dont know what to do
where to go
lost
thought about what happened the last 2-3 weeks
and it seriously just feel like it went by in a blink of an eye
i dont know what i've been doing the past few weeks

daily works are nothing but habits being programmed into my system
i need a new motherboard in me

training sandy for 2 and a half days
had fun
torture for me
i sweating while cutting goldmine leh
so stress
all sandy's fault
haha xD
anyway yesterday night was fun
i think all of us are like addicted to 5-10
we play and play and play
non stop
at work
play at every chance
hahaha
see la sandy
yesterday who as you to end at 11
we played again after work
this time it was me pauline claire and glenn
worked coldside with glenn yesterday night too
quite fun
haha
no slam though
a bit boring i guess
always like that when i work coldside de
either that or i'll stress myself like crazy
haha
nevermind
5-10 next time would be after payday kay
ask people ask people ask people!!!