i will learn to be a dummy.
it fits everyone.
i'll harden myself to people
till they really want to know me.
even after i though i've found people in which i can talk to,
one buy one, they leave.
after i tried letting people in,
one by one, we stop messaging or communicating.
one by one, people get busy with their lives.
like i'm just a small speck of dust in their lives.
back to square one.
again.
i wish i was a dummy.
no feelings.
no thinking.
perfect.