hmmm.
some unnecessary comments given to things i wrote totally annoyed me on fb yesterday
oh well
forget about that
i'm looking at rasQ now
eating her greenbone
coz i dont wanna play with her
xD
oh well
went out after work today with baby
had new york new york
after that, went for a walk and talk session
we totally had a fun conversation today
unique and curious
haha
anyway going for sushi dinner tomorrow with baby
and i need to find another job
going broke going out with baby ):

hmmm
i went out for dinner yesterday with baby
went to ps for dinner
thai express
yum!
havent had that in a while
tom yam
woo!
anyway after that went to walk around
checked out handphone for cymon
went to dota after that
anyway
went for interview today
kinda got the job i think
hahaha
anyway went to work with sandy today
missed her
havent seen and worked with her for a month
coz of her exams
oh well
welcome back xD

back from chalet.
went over on friday after morning work at coldside
went to hang out with jade and the rest
there was brenda weeling jilliene pauline anna and sara
anyway
had a snooze and woke up for work on saturday night
after that went back to chalet again
stayed over with jade brenda and weeling
karaoke the night away
haha
sort of
anyway
i'll be back later

today was great
had steamboat with mj and junli
totally missed those girls
it's like the only poly people that still bothered to keep in touch
had steamboat at bugis
tom yam and chicken stock (for me xD)
we totally ate from 7 to 10
3 hours straight
and as usual i get complained for eating veges
zZz
oh well
i miss veges =x
anyway i hope you guys had fun
let's do it again
misses

maybe i should be what junli is like
not care
since i'm not meeting you guys ever again
or rather chances are rather low
unless you all bother to show up
or some of you bother not to lie as usual
coincidence?
i doubt it
say i doubt it i dont care
coz at the end of the day
you say it's a new you
quality doesnt mean quantity
you dont show it
at all
as usual
i'm just the idiot who believes what my so called best friend said
and totally feel lied to and tricked
for doing what a best friend should do
BELIEVE

been home 2 days
cleaning
playing with rasQ
spending time with rasQ
thinking of you
enjoying alone time
i get to spend time with rasQ
before my week got busy
tomorrow's steamboat
thursday's work
friday's chalet
saturday's work
sunday's picnic with you
i need another job
one that keeps me occupied
and pays better
oh well
finding finding finding
i get to see mj and junli tomorrow! (:
jade pauline anna sara brenda and gang on friday! (:

hmmm.
azimah had a magic 8 ball
and i like the answers i got from it

question 1
did i make the right choice?
answer: outcast 75%

question 2
how real is it?
answer: not now
(i dont like this answers though)

question 3
is this the one
answer: that is ALMOST for sure
( i loved this answer)

i'm gonna play with azimah's magic 8 ball more
haha

argh
still sick
hahaha
no more sore throat though
anyway
went for interviews yesterday
hope they are good
going for sushi with the gang later
hopefully i can eat without choking
argh
double argh
i just lost my ez link
zZz
lame!
oh man

frustration
annoyance
irritance
i have two matters at hand
which is on my mind
troublesome in a way
i should have just followed su's example
and go around where i like till i'm happy and come back
argh
firstly
i cant decide what i want
i know i'm making you annoyed
it's like i dont like giving more then i should now
i know brenda says it's just a name
but without the name
i dont feel obliged to stay
it's i dont know?
independence?
atleast we seem better now
second issue was organizing
i'm trying my best
it's like one of my guy friends birthday
and i thought friends like us would want to celebrate with him
seems like it's not
out of the people i messaged
two didnt reply
birthday boy didnt wanna reply me
girlfriend not helping
and i'm the one trying to organize things
frustration

zoee is sick ):
after a day of working full shift
the workaholic zoee fell ill
hot and cold through the friday night
woke up with body ache on saturday
didnt wanna go work at all
i woke up as though all my joints are upside down
nick let me off early on saturday
i went home to snooze immediately
couldnt take it at all
woke up this morning feeling better
but guess what
i did the wrong thing
i had sushi for lunch
and it made my throat worse
now i cant bear to talk much
argh
stupid zoee
thank goodness the next time i'm working is wednesday
anyway
i finally did my shopping today
and also to clean up the house
mopped
bathroom and all
oh well
job hunting with wenqion tuesday
meeting michelle on wednesday morning
working on wednesday night
sushi with the gang on thursday
work on friday and saturday
i still have slots to fill up
interested anyone?
haha

hmmm
i was thinking of something
but i lost my train of thoughts
i dont know
i know i've not been updating in a while
but i have my reasons
oh well
rasQ is coming home tomorrow
misses

vanish without a trace
gone as the day