frustration
annoyance
irritance
i have two matters at hand
which is on my mind
troublesome in a way
i should have just followed su's example
and go around where i like till i'm happy and come back
argh
firstly
i cant decide what i want
i know i'm making you annoyed
it's like i dont like giving more then i should now
i know brenda says it's just a name
but without the name
i dont feel obliged to stay
it's i dont know?
independence?
atleast we seem better now
second issue was organizing
i'm trying my best
it's like one of my guy friends birthday
and i thought friends like us would want to celebrate with him
seems like it's not
out of the people i messaged
two didnt reply
birthday boy didnt wanna reply me
girlfriend not helping
and i'm the one trying to organize things
frustration