cold, misery
tension, tears
some of the things i went through the past 48 hours
horrible

still drain from it
for once in a long long time
i couldnt call my third home,
home

it was cold, tense,
fake, rejected
it felt like you standing
alone against the world

all you feel is fear
loneliness
rejected, dejected
in the cold cold atmosphere

on top of that
feeling the issue before
wondering what to do
how to do

searching for the better ways
understanding better
hoping better
and snap!

for once in 4 months
i can feel it flow
like tap and water
for atleast an hour, unstoppable

even now, drips here and there
it's everything that you kept in
pouring out now
just through the little crack

tired, drain
i want a break
i need a break
before i break again


those suppose to be there wasnt there
doubt you two even know
at the end
the only one who knew
is a friend