dont know what is going through my head
maybe i know
maybe i dont
or maybe it's the thought of knowing this isnt much of a private blog anymore
but then again it's my blog
i havent been back into the stage i was before
atleast in the past 4 days
i was different
i can feel myself slowly going back in again
because i can feel the lies again
and it sucks
what the hell
9 more days
and i say my goodbyes

i wonder what you're thinking
i wonder what i was thinking
i wonder why everyone is such a liar