this was written yesterday

tick tock tick tock
the close is on going
time is getting short
the end is coming

4 more days
count down to the end
2008 and 2007 of torture
hip hip hooray for me

i hope
i wish
our paths would never cross
lies would not resurface

it was never finished
this wasnt written as a poem
none of the words rhymed
it was written in the form of a poem
of my thoughts
and feelings at work
you wont know how tortures work felt yesterday
for a person who loves working
i'm starting to hate it
it feels like a torture
you still dont know what is going on
why do you even bother
i think you only message after reading my entries
by the time you get the message everything would have been gone
so much for forever friends
wow

i hate half conversations
i hate how you like to stop replying
i hate how you cant talk to me in person instead you rely on messages
i hate how i always have to be the one to talk to you in person
i hate how you like to say everything seems fine when you yourself in person shows that it's not especially since you cant even come over to pass me the float box. rather just leaving it there where the whole wide world can see it and anyone can just take it
i hate what things are right now
i hate this one phrase which i cant believe i have to ever use it since i once believe this friendship is so strong that it can withstand anything.
I CANT BELIEVE A GUY CAN RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP
and i'm debating if i want to add in one more word into the sentence and where to put it
'PATHETIC'