curiousity kills the cat
a famous saying
an experienced factor
a usual feeling

what happens when you cant embrace it,
and you cant ignore it?

what if you make a mistake again,
and again,
and again?

what if you lived happily,
and it came back to haunt you again?
what does it mean?

all this IFs
but no answer

everyone seems to be going
but i'm still here
anchored and mounted here
by unfulfilled promises