hmmm
it's been good
yesterday i think
i was finally for once dead beat at 1 shift at work
sort of anyway
haha
we had a good chat
and we understand each other's point of view
give or take
and we'll do it better (:
loves
going to work later too
dinner before that
hope it's not a boring night

i dont even know why you bother to message
saying it's not that
it's not this
but apparently it is
coz as usual
you stopped as usual
after you find out what you want
you are such a liar

hmmm
woke up for breakfast with deb, wenqi and her friend this morning at mac
those three came from club hopping
deb was hyper as usual
the other two was puking or trying to puke
haha
anyway we had chats and breakfast together
or atleast for some two people
puking and not puking xD
anyway
after they went home
i headed home to snooze as well
woke up around 2 ish
and had a call from jasmine
about my cheque arrival
and banking coz jasmine offered to help bank it in
with the request of a good friend sandy
i made an unwanted call
which had no pick up
which is good enough for me
since my good friends then said nevermind
went for dinner with cs and jy (:
had swensens
then went to catch he's just not that into you
nice show (:
nice show

curiousity kills the cat
a famous saying
an experienced factor
a usual feeling

what happens when you cant embrace it,
and you cant ignore it?

what if you make a mistake again,
and again,
and again?

what if you lived happily,
and it came back to haunt you again?
what does it mean?

all this IFs
but no answer

everyone seems to be going
but i'm still here
anchored and mounted here
by unfulfilled promises

for once in three weeks
i felt my old friend back
name- emo -.-
it started on monday
and guess what
it's still on going
i'm so not happy about it
this is so unfair
seriously unfair
i couldnt even spend monday night properly with baby
i was troubled deep down inside
though i dont show it out to baby
to me seriously
i think it's affecting me and baby
the way i act and all
i wasnt even concentrating at work just now
i kept on thinking like how i used to think
things to do and all
what i want to do and all
affecting me in everyway
i'm sorry baby

hmmm
oh well
feel like i wasted my saturday for nothing
should have just gone to work in the evening
but oh well
atleast i went for dinner and coffee with brenda
my aunt came today with her family
dropped by for awhile before heading for a wedding
before that i went to ntuc
to get some stuff for her to bring home to my granny and my aunt
i bought them chocolates, sweets, chips
anyway went pastamani with brenda
had ceasar salad and spicy chicken
after that went starbucks to sit and chat
had java chip and no whip
brenda had white mocha, low fat, less sweet, EXTRA WHIP
oh well
so much for being healthy xD
i'm going to get stuff on monday
clean up my house tomorrow
also get stuff to cook
no more kah ching to always eat out xD
i miss my baby