this was written yesterday

tick tock tick tock
the close is on going
time is getting short
the end is coming

4 more days
count down to the end
2008 and 2007 of torture
hip hip hooray for me

i hope
i wish
our paths would never cross
lies would not resurface

it was never finished
this wasnt written as a poem
none of the words rhymed
it was written in the form of a poem
of my thoughts
and feelings at work
you wont know how tortures work felt yesterday
for a person who loves working
i'm starting to hate it
it feels like a torture
you still dont know what is going on
why do you even bother
i think you only message after reading my entries
by the time you get the message everything would have been gone
so much for forever friends
wow

i hate half conversations
i hate how you like to stop replying
i hate how you cant talk to me in person instead you rely on messages
i hate how i always have to be the one to talk to you in person
i hate how you like to say everything seems fine when you yourself in person shows that it's not especially since you cant even come over to pass me the float box. rather just leaving it there where the whole wide world can see it and anyone can just take it
i hate what things are right now
i hate this one phrase which i cant believe i have to ever use it since i once believe this friendship is so strong that it can withstand anything.
I CANT BELIEVE A GUY CAN RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP
and i'm debating if i want to add in one more word into the sentence and where to put it
'PATHETIC'

i dont know what to say
what else to say
what else to comment

a mistake
that's all i got to say
nothing but a wrong choice
where life takes a huge turn down

the word is not i hate
the word is not i love
there is too much hate for friends
too much love for enemies

played my cards
over and over again
anticipating moves
adjusting along the way

9 more days
till the game ends
but i'm giving only 6
for new beginnings

6 more days
i played my cards out
gone in a swift
with nothing more to hold

giving a full play
for a long lasting game
tired of everything
it's time to end it all

6 more days

hmmm
i know where i'm going
sounds promising now
but i doubt it'll last
today i had the feeling of low i guess
glenn noticed that i was happier the past few days compared to my usual
i agree
maybe it was the chocolate
maybe it was something else
but i know today it wasnt there
instead i just stoned
thank goodness to time flying by

i dont wanna reply
i need my time
i dont wanna answer
i was holding my phone then

i dont know if i changed much
but i know you did
i dont really care if it didnt affect me
but apparently it did

so guess what
this ends this year
when the place close down
so does all this
so does all this

dont know what is going through my head
maybe i know
maybe i dont
or maybe it's the thought of knowing this isnt much of a private blog anymore
but then again it's my blog
i havent been back into the stage i was before
atleast in the past 4 days
i was different
i can feel myself slowly going back in again
because i can feel the lies again
and it sucks
what the hell
9 more days
and i say my goodbyes

i wonder what you're thinking
i wonder what i was thinking
i wonder why everyone is such a liar

for once
i just realise
i have sugar rush issues
this coming from a girl who doesnt understand why jade and brenda goes high over chocolate
and i went high over log cake fudge
twice in two days
good and bad i guess
bad would be too much sudden boost in energy
and wow
i was kinda flying around the place on the first day
which was a first for me
during the second day
when azimah came
she was shocked to see me high too
and that is kinda bad
coz a lot of energy
and i was being a prankster today -.-
i throw someone's apron in aluminium
then in clean wrap
then in plastic bag
then in clean wrap once more
then into ice
i'm crazy
the good would be we finally talked
maybe coz i got her alone
for once in dont know how long
atleast for once
things feel normal
for how long?
i dont know
just that my day ended badly
and i think i send an unnecessary sms
that might make things bad
darn
sorry
if i get this every other day
i'm one step closer to heaven each day

dawn is coming in 1 hour 20 minutes

i havent argued with you
and i dont plan to start one now
atleast not over this dumb thing
i'm not risking another mistake from the past

NUMB
2 days of working so hard
no reaction
eff it man
eff it
seriously
NUMB where are you
time to come back now
i need to move on
i need to feel nothing

as usual
i'm such a liar
even to myself
i never do learn
going back in circles
again and again and again
never ending

christmas is coming soon
so is new year
after that bye
i'm counting down to the number of days
i'm free
being able to move on
never falling back in
14 more days

i know you'll be reading this
so read carefully
if he goes
i'm not
your choice.

i just realise
actually not really just realise
brenda is screaming at me now
coz i'm still pondering over what i just realised
400 buckaroos
on a lesson
that i should have known
it's 400
a freaking 400
people like pauline su jade jia yan sandy all stunned to hear
and guess what i got a feeling that my prediction is right
oh
what a thing to find out
like how booee went
i think it is true

so much lies are among a few sms
it says one
reality says two
people lie through sms
nothing is true
till they can prove it right in your face
- you will say i'm only saying it coz i'm suppose to but i wont
familiar?

- because it's not the words, it's the delivery
and your words and your delivery are failures

i dont know what to do here
i'm lost i guess
i hate being alone
and i think that loneliness is coming soon
next week
nevermind
i'll have a lot of time to make myself adjust back to this
soon
i just need time away
from everything
zoee is waiting for the time of ends to come
i couldnt be bothered as to which outlet i would go to next
i will let fate decide
i wont want to fight with fate
nor do i want
tired
i'll just go with the flow
enjoy my last few days
say good day
say good bye
i'm going
in life
trust no one but yourself
that is what alex says
michelle, earn it to be my nest friend
sorry

it's hard to find a good arguments this few days
say i'm sadistic/ weird etc
i cant find it
maybe i'm used to the old days
or maybe i just missed the old days
people say A but they do B
everyone
every single one is the same
yet
every single one defence the same line
how bull is that
haha
life is bull
weeeeee
to hell with it
life sucks
sorry is but a word of emptiness
from a bottle of lies
that went through the shadowy grave of life
i have no idea what bull shit i just wrote
but i like the sound i make when typing on a desktop keyboard
in the silence of the night
thinking of how to not think
about what is going on in my mind
and trying to type without a mistake
i need a way out
because i can see myself bullshitting right now
i'm going to bed

i had a dream
or you could call it a nightmare
i wonder if i should be bothered by it
it's the type of dream
in a way
if it came through
you're guilt-riden ( i think that's how you spell it)
but technically it's not my fault right
tehnically i shouldnt even be bothered by it
plus it's just a dumb dream
dreams are the opposite of reality
and it's only a menifestation of your subconscious
so i shouldnt be bothered at all
right?
then why do i feel guilt eating me from the inside out?
argh!
dilemma

finally back to blogging.
too bad i didnt get any visuals to support this.
anywaywe had a sabo fest for paul yesterday
or rather this morning.
and he played dirty!
he knew he was gonna get it already.
the best was
after i close the cashier around 140?
me, sandy, pauline and su went to the washroom
when we got back,
i went to coldside and noticed paul trying to escape through the coldside window.
-.-
tried to stop him but he had helped
anyway screamed to everyone
and the chase began
haha
i totally dont know where they went
after that, when i went back to ny with su
everyone was already there
haha
prepared water and all
loads of it that is.
and paul started with coke!!!
what the hell right???
i got it!!!
after that the big guns all came out
from chilli to milk to coffee to chocolate to mango to whip
omg right!!!
i had coke, milk, chilli, detergent and whip on me!!!
imagine whip in my hair!!!
OMG!!!
pauline had coffee xD
sandy had milk
su had coke and milk and chocolate
glenn had parmesan and milk
von had water only i think
michelle and galvin had honey
hahahahhahahahah
paul had everything
when i got home, i totally had 2 showers
to make sure i was clean
and i had my sleep at 5
-.-
loves!

whatever!
happy now!

i will learn to be a dummy.
it fits everyone.
i'll harden myself to people
till they really want to know me.
even after i though i've found people in which i can talk to,
one buy one, they leave.
after i tried letting people in,
one by one, we stop messaging or communicating.
one by one, people get busy with their lives.
like i'm just a small speck of dust in their lives.
back to square one.
again.
i wish i was a dummy.
no feelings.
no thinking.
perfect.

zoee has no mood to blog

i dont know what's going on
i dont know why it's happening
i'm taking in everything on my own
and i'm not giving out anything
i'm speechless

i'm stoning
i'm letting time fly by
since i woke up till now
2 hours flew by in a blink on an eye
it's like time flew by and i couldnt be bothered
even sitting down watching tv
you can still feel time flying by
but for me
i didnt notice it was 330 till now
ironic
maybe i'm the one who doesnt know what to do with future
i'm the one who is physically there
but mentally lost
or maybe graduation is just getting to me
dont know what to do
where to go
lost
thought about what happened the last 2-3 weeks
and it seriously just feel like it went by in a blink of an eye
i dont know what i've been doing the past few weeks

daily works are nothing but habits being programmed into my system
i need a new motherboard in me

training sandy for 2 and a half days
had fun
torture for me
i sweating while cutting goldmine leh
so stress
all sandy's fault
haha xD
anyway yesterday night was fun
i think all of us are like addicted to 5-10
we play and play and play
non stop
at work
play at every chance
hahaha
see la sandy
yesterday who as you to end at 11
we played again after work
this time it was me pauline claire and glenn
worked coldside with glenn yesterday night too
quite fun
haha
no slam though
a bit boring i guess
always like that when i work coldside de
either that or i'll stress myself like crazy
haha
nevermind
5-10 next time would be after payday kay
ask people ask people ask people!!!

i dont know what to say
now i'm feeling lower then low
everything is so wrong
everything i do is freaking wrong
i think people like me dont deserve to have friends
i dont deserve to go through life with company
i guess being a superwoman was meant for me
just work and work and work
going through life like some dummy
hardening the heart till you see it dark
feeling nothing
not even the wind in your face
i hate being condemn for things that i do which people say up to you, just dont regret it
i made my choice
yet something happens, it's my fault
whatever it is
i'm dragged back into the situation
as if this is not bad enough
everything i answer is not right
people find fault in me in a snap
first from my actions
then to the way i message
then to the way i talk
is there anymore?
maybe to the way i walk, eat, sleep, CARE FOR FRIENDS!!!
i hate it when people just end the conversation on their own when it's still ongoing
like everything is my fault
fine!
everything is my fault then
blame it on me meeting you people
blame it on me for agreeing to go japan and i have to start working
blame it on me to join this company
blame it on me for still being here
BLAME IT ON ME FOR BEING BORN ON TO THIS WORLD

i havent blog in awhile
no motivation to
i rather place it else where
i dont know what else to say now
doing something
is my fault
not doing something
is also me
either way
whatever i do now
gets more and more people involved
more and more people being angry at me
maybe i should just disappear?
quit?
run away?
gone from the face of the earth
runaway from people who says they'll listen to me
norman asked what happened to the zoee we once know?
i dont know how to answer
i wasnt a crowd pleaser last time
i had my independence
what has become of me
who have i become?

my heart beats thinking of it
my legs shaked when it happened
i dont know what to say
i dont know what to do to make things better
i dont know how to make things better
i dont know

hmmm
i think i screwed my midpoint
oh well
hahah
i got my phone already
having fun with it
haha
anyway
cant remember what happened the past few days
let me think
tuesday
i went over to ps to get my phone and contract settled
sandy and glenn came over to find me
after that we had dinner at long john
coz that sandy only want to eat long john xD
that day one leg crippled the other hand crippled
haha
damn funnie la
anyway after that glenn went off for movie with his parents
sandy and i headed for work
work was...
hmm
foreign?
many new comers
haha
anyway wednesday was midpoint
i think i screwed it
and i think i mentioned it already
okay
nevermind
thursday i went for work at 10
worked till 3
after that went to meet glenn, sandy and yvonne
we went for our jab at paragon
then headed down to diners for dinner
we had uh hum (drum rolls)
ceasar salad
mushroom monsters
bratwurst jamboree
ribeye steak
nydc burger
braised lamb shank
hahha
a lot?
i think okay la
anyway herrsong joined in the middle of dinner
after that we went 1st floor for some deserts
coz herrsong complained cold
we ordered solid gold and jedi mudster
went for a walk at heeren
i tagged along for their window shopping
haha
we left for home around 8 plus
and i'm home doing things on my phone
ahahha
anyway
zoee thinks she's getting FAT

stupidity has a name
and guess what
it's a she
foolishness has a name
the name starts with Z
a fool knows no end
just like regret
regret has a name
with only 3 different letters
emo has a name
there are 4 letters in the name
apparently all this boils down to one name
a sucker name zoee

why is it everytime i made an effort to do something nice
i get rejected?

why is it everytime i made a choice to not care
i ended up getting dragged back in because it's my fault?

why is it everytime i can worry about people
but no one worries about me?

why is it everytime something happens to you
people automatically turns all fingers to me?

why is it everytime i want to do something right
i ended up feeling so stupid?

why is it everytime i take a path
it still seems like the wrong one?

why is it everytime i wanna move on
i fail miserably?

WHY!!!!!

i dont know what to do anymore
i'm lost
i'm confused
i cant stay
i cant walk away
sigh

lalala
i waiting for my mum mum
anyway
yesterday
for once
i ended work at 11 instead of my usual
went out with von, glenn, siew chin, brenda, nelson, herrsong
hahah
we totally didnt know what to do
haha
anyway it started with me and glenn working
then herrsong and von came earlier to wait for us
von ordered boo boo
and came out a boo boo combo
haha
too bad i got no visual though
nelson came after that
anyway
after we ended work at 11
we went to cine while waiting for siew chin and brenda
when we were there, glenn realise he forgot his mp3
haha
so we decided to go back
i bought some donuts back to ny
gave them to pauline, su and ren jie i think
haha
sorry su for forgetting you dont like chocolate ):
after brenda and siew chin arrived (rich kids cabbed down -.-)
anyway we went long john to makan first
while we decided what to do
we wanted to go kbox
but after we checked out the pricing
oh man
it's like 35 per person
like wow
so we ended up going to level 9
still deciding what to do
we played photohunts and foos ball
then we headed down to kpool
played till 3 and we went
we went hong kong cafe to makan even more
and we ended up playing 5 10 15 with the remainders
lol
anyway after that
about 430
we went to the bus stop to take nr/ cab
we had a race
and it was hillarious
2 race, 2 laughing sessions
haha
loves
hang out more (:

i guess i should be happy
heeren won captain ball interoutlet games again
and this time
we beat all the other teams
all our efforts paid off
good work girls
thanks to
captain
vice captain
silent killer
prankster aka fatt choy
laughing bag
monkey 1
monkey 2
the shy one
rest well yeah all?

who do i hate?
zoee
why do i hate?
coz of you
zoee feels like shit
thanks to shits
people say i should wait
i wish i had
i feel like a fool
that was just pranked

hmmm
my leg still hurts
no where else though
which is a good and bad thing
haha
anyway did flash in class today
my work failed coz i missed out one step
and because of that one step
the entire thing couldnt work at all
anyway
i did all this in the midst of having a runny nose
causing me to feel miserable at school
having fyp tomorrow morning
hahaha
i think i should go sleep now xD
anyway
i got matt permission to use his current pm
because it's not the words, it's the deliveries
how true it is actually
words are words alone if not accompanied by actions
especially since words couldnt be trusted

wow
my feet hurts
was working yesterday
hmmm
let me think if there is anything funnie
nothing funnie i think
dont know
cant remember
haha
but i had to work coldside
so yeah
anyway
had training just now
from 3 plus to 7
then after dinner
we went giordano ( zoee dont know how to spell -.-)
coz during practice we wanted to get headbands coz of von
she wrapped a towel around her forehead
so that explains the idea
haha
but during dinner we changed our mind
we decided to have a team shirt instead
so look out for it during competition day yeah
oh by the way
practice was great
we had fun
we familiarize
and i think we can do it
(:
anyway
weeling joined us for dinner
we had western at s11
and i think that is the reason i had stomachache on the way home
anyway
we had another round after dinner
for about 30 minutes?
then the cc off lights
so no choice
we left
haha
anyway
fruitful day
and i'm tired
feet is killing me
haha
i need to wake up for school tomorrow
YOU CAN DO IT ZOEE!

a momento to you

it came back to this
it's been 5 years
and this year is the only year in 3 years
that i did not go to the beach
i remember how you said
when you're gone
you'd want us to sprinkle you all across the sea
ashes to ashes, dust to dust
i'm still the same after 5 years
i still miss you till now
there is no moment in time i dont wish you are here
on the streets, i see how people treat theirs
i wish you were there
to show you how much i care
people dont see the loss
till they get to call it their own
i wont call anyone else what i call you
coz there is no one who should and can replace you
i miss you

stupidity runs in the veins
lies runs in life
cruelty runs in friendship
worthlessness runs in circles

i feel like i just fell into another trap
by reading
by replying
i feel like shit now

back to the blog after sometime
i wanted to blog about the 260908
but i still havent got the pictures
brenda, cs, azimah, jy, tin tin, xy, banana!!!
where's my pictures!!!
i want them too!!!
anyway thanks to them for having this celebration for me.
went to fish and co at amk :)
loves
thanks to michelle, mj, sean, joshua, jinyan, junli and jesslyn for the day before that celebration
thanks to them my class knew of my birthday -.-
visuals on that i dont have though
but atleast i got off on any prank from them
pauline, su and jade tried to give me a bath after work on saturday
but i only got half wet
try again next year girls
though you did stink up my bag, SUSANTI!
loves to all
back if i get more visuals

i'm in a terrible mood now
i feel like shit
i'm sweating like shit
my mouth feels awful
my stomach acid is getting stronger
my head hurts
i'm in a terrible mood now

my gums are swollen
i cant open my mouth
i cant eat much
i got a swollen cheek
i have so many darn cravings
all someone can say is tolerate, you can do it

wondered if i made a right choice caring
as usual
i'm hidden in the dark
sometimes somethings are not worth caring
yet i cant be that person
what the hell
i'm such a crappy loser
somethings are not meant to be found out

disappointed
seems like that's all there is
whatever
so be it

zoee
life
you know what is the worse thing to do?
lie and get caught
that's like the dumbest thing anyone should do
lying or hiding the truth is already bad enough
but i guess you're only dumb enough to lie to me and get caught
i'm just wondering if i'm a failure to my name
or i support my name all too well
zoe is life in some language
cant remember which though
yet i'm either not full of life
or i'm the living example of how sucky life is

there is no responsibility in friends
you all proved it well
i'll take that advice

thursday's nugget fever
wasnt much of a nugget fever
had mcspicy meal instead
oh well
slack at the playground with the group
after that went home
anyway worked through the weekends
and today is mid autumn festival
and guess what
i'm not playing my candles again
that's like twice in 2 years already
dang

zD aint feeling good

Just because someone from your past is suddenly back on the scene
doesn't mean that you are going to have the exact same kind of relationship with them
that you once had.
People change --
for better and for worse,
so do yourself a favor
and treat this person almost like a stranger.
Give them the benefit of the doubt
and make no assumptions about what they will do or say next. Keep your mind open, and you will be rewarded with a pleasant surprise.

so true
and that will be it.

phew
i was so scared i lost my access here
the words kept on repeating on my screen
the email you type does not exist
omg right?
anyway what went on yesterday
i shall not say much
coz you can read it from everyone who went there
haha
i lazy to redo what people would blog about
it's 2 am now
i'm working in 7.5 hours
dont expect too much
haha

i did some things
that might seem stupid to others
i dont agree with what i did was right
nor do i agree with what i did was wrong
but it was all out of my free will
i finally made up my mind on things
things that i knew
but tried to hide
to you
you do not deserve to scold brenda
you want to say something
say it all out to me
in english
if you cant do that
dont bother talking to me about this
since it is none of your business
to the rest
half of you guys expected me to do it or have done it long ago
half of you were surprised
most of you were worried
thanks
really
it means a lot to me
it's not about bottling up
it's just about facing some issues
and it just hit me yesterday
whether i was physically fit a not
that if i hadnt done what i did yesterday
i wouldnt be able to crawl out like i did now
and being able to come out
with the help of friends is easier to recover
then still being in the pit trying to hold onto the rope
that friends have prepared for me from the surface
thanks
atleast from today i can go out freely
and really say that i have tried my best
and through my journey
i've found people who truly care for me
thank you
all of you
the road to recovery isnt easy
but i know i have support all the way
thanks

dixie to todd
friendship and show biz doesnt mix

i've had a hard day the pass few days
not because i worked a lot
i only did like 6 hours each night
i dont know what the reason is
but every night
i came home
cold
tired
nose dripping
i had the worst day yesterday night
i dont ever want that to happen ever again

cant you just leave me alone
out of your lies
out of this hurt
i'm tired

steamboat was a success!!!
sort of
we bought too much food though
haha
so kinda stuff ourselves a lot
hahaha
anyway
cs brenda azimah helped me with the shopping before steamboat
after that we went my place to clean up the stuff
haha
then PARTAE!!!
haha
i'll upload the visuals when i got it from the rest
i also dont know who has them
must go find
haha
found replacement for work today
i'm having fyp tomorrow morning
i so should go to bed soon.
hahahha

wow
i just mia-ed for 2 days
anyway i just totally slept on the couch yesterday night
it's like cold
i wonder why
anyway my calf hurts
haha
walk too much?
or maybe stand too much
anyway
worked yesterday
it was fun
been a while since i had this rush at work going on
sweet man
it was damn fun
although not the rush of the century
but it's still fun as a change
haha
anyway
went to watch fireworks on friday
it was fun
haha
tomorrow's steamboat
hopefully there are some visuals
then i'll upload it
but seriously
i cant wait for it
been craving for seoul garden but no one entertained me for that
thank goodness i have jia yan, brenda, azimah, char shao, xing yue, fiona and justine
love them all :)

yay!
i'm blogging from my bao bei laptop
i cancelled work in the morning yesterday
send my dad off
then went to kallang sector to collect my laptop
haha
i totally walk from aljunied to there and back
my bao bei is like practically brand new now
everything changed
wahahahha
all thanks to the power of waranty
anyway went to work yesterday
siew chin and jasmine last day with us down here at heeren
haha
got sabo-ed like crazy
internally and externally
XD
we made them wet with water
loads of them
haha
anyway i'm like having rashes in my left wrist from my watch la
getting very irritating
haha
working later
maybe i shouldnt wear watch

heiyo!
back
sorry i wasnt blogging much
no laptop
but good news is
i'm collecting my baby this afternoon
woohoo
i'll have a laptop once again
haha
anyway
i cancelled work today to send my dad off to work
so sun pian go collect my repaired laptop
working at night though
i saw zul at work yesterday
he went in coldside le
then brenda go up heeren 5th floor
so sad lor
no one to accompany me liao
nevermind
maybe we can still go work together
anyway
yesterday was kinda hectic
brenda emo and all

hmmm sometimes i wonder
am i really strong enough to be a pillar for people around me
knowing i'm the one who crumbles most of the time
this tower didnt seem like it was build to support
or maybe i'm a willow tree who goes with the wind

worked yesterday
anyway seems like all i ever do this holiday is work
and work
and work
seems nonsensical
i need a life
seriously
everyone seems to say i was emo yesterday during the start of work
which was kinda crap
i was hyper
atleast till 12 ish?
it's like whether i'm emo or not
people still say i am
it gets irritating at times
next week
same for me
the only break i have is on
well
today and tomorrow
and tuesday night
before my hectic schedule starts
it's like i planned it
but i wanna complain
oh well
i wouldnt if i had not had bad ending at work yesterday
and a horribly expected wake up today
oh well
what's done is done

i'm just waiting for the ripples to settle
to turn this back to an untouched surface
smile :)

heiyo!
i finally get to rest tonight
anyway
i went out early this morning
after bringing rasQ out for a walk
was working from 9
like wow!
haha
anyway
work was kinda boring
i nearly doze off like
MANY TIMES!!!
haha
maybe i'm just not used to it xD
anyway i'm home already
had dinner too
guess i'm gonna sleep early
say 10?
haha
oh yeah
i brought rasQ over to sengkang yesterday
cab there after i showered
she was like so scared of lukie at first la
so damn funnie lor
keep on hiding her ass and running either to me or to dawn
hahahha
now rasQ's cleaning herself
haha
i feel like gaming!!!

my lappie still no news yet!!! :(

quite a number of things happened recently
let's see
hmmm
dad got back last week
rasQ was overjoyed like wow!
haha
anyway
holidays started on wednesday, OFFICIALLY
but i didnt go on tuesday
because we had to go settle some stuff at ica
so since i got out of the house at 1 plus
i've been rushing and rushing
went to lavender to meet the rest and settle stuff
after that, rush off to get my laptop fixed
since the place was at kallang sector
quite near to lavender
cab there
i'm still waiting for the diagosis
today is the third day
heart racing
haha
after that i had to rush to the train station
since it's about to rain
anyway
i MUST say this!
RAIN TIME AT THE SOUTH/ WEST IS SCARY!!!
haha
anyway
went to work
then wednesday i had fyp
rush to school
after that was work
then today!
rasQ's outing
haha
brought her to dawn's
i hope both of them enjoyed the day :)
hahaha
blog more later
i need to sleep soon xD
anyway
after that work again for me
and here i am
haha
more updates next time

a new blog
a new life
a new me
a new contact list
more updates later
it's been a great day
great start
headache
but it's all but past :)